Will be gone for a month !
Hk & Shang :)
FB deactivated so no i have not blocked anyone.


xoxo,
Catherine

What's better to do than to start the new year with an inspirational book? Was actually saving this for my plane read but omg .. can't hold it in any longer LOL. Still pretty early in the book and can i just say. Freaking L-O-V-E it omg can so see this book becoming in one of my top 10. Hope i can gain emotional satisfaction from this.

"And i get to thinking a little too much, and then my thinking turns to brooding, and that's when they catch up to me..... Depression on my left, Loneliness on my right. They don't need to show me their badges. I know these guys very well. We've been playing a cat-and-mouse game for years now....
I say to them, "How did you find me here? Who told you I had come to Rome?"
Depression, always the wise guy says, "What- you're not happy to see us?"
"Go away," i tell him.
Loneliness, the more sensitive says, "I'm sorry ma'am. But i might have to tail you the whole time you're traveling. It's my assignment."
"I'd really rather you didn't," i tell him, and he shrugs almost apologetically, but only moves closer.
Then they frisk me. They empty my pockets of any joy i had been carrying there. Depression even confiscates my identity: but he always does that. Then Loneliness starts interrogating me, which i dread because it always goes on for hours. He asks if I have any reason to be happy that i know of. He asks why i'm here all by myself tonight, yet again. He asks why i can't keep a relationship going, why i messed things up with every man i've ever been with. He asks me why i can't get my act together. He asks me where i think i'll end up in old age, if i keep living this way.
I walk back home, hoping to shake them, but they keep following me, these two goons.
I don't even bother eating dinner; i don't want them watching me...

***

Loneliness watches and sighs, then climbs into my bed and pulls the covers over himself, fully dressed, shoes and all. He's going to make me sleep with him again tonight,
I just know it."